A post about things I wish

Things I wish:

• To be able to ride the bus and read a book at the same time.  There are an awful lot of books on my bookshelf I want to read and 3 hours a day I could be reading.
• I was a little more of an auditory learner...thus my wish to read on the bus.
• Christian Churches would be more about love and grace than condemnation and disgrace.
• That the church would let go of the theology which says you deserve the bad things that happen in life because of bad choices made.  Sometimes shit happens, people, and it's not fair, doesn't make sense, we haven't brought it on ourselves because of choices and it f*ing hurts.
• That the 2012 election year would be done already.  I've had enough.
• For debts to be paid off...mine and others.
• To win the lottery or somehow become independently wealthy so that...
• I could spend a lot more time helping people. (Missing Mississippi today.)
• For the office with a window that looks out over the fountain.
• One more hour in the day.
• To find peace, once again, in singleness...
• Or the ability to stop wondering if that person might be...
• For grace in my humanness...got that one already.
• To be happy, truly happy, again.