Starting a new job is stressful. After almost 4 years in my previous position, I went into work every day confident I could handle any problem that was thrown my way. I knew my way around the different web-based systems that I used. I became prolific in "Rotary-ese". I did my job well. Just hated the commute.
I've been at my new job 9 work days. I feel like a fish out of water, and not the cute one from Chicken Little who wore a helmet filled with water even though we was walking around the planet. He could still breathe. I get pockets of air, here or there, but by in large, I'm struggling to breathe. But I love the commute!
I'm learning a new language. Actually, I'm learning several new languages all at once. There's the office product language, the sales language and the web-based entry systems language. I've taken in so much information in the last 9 days my brain is on overload. I'm learning how to negotiate the different personalities that I interact with on a daily basis. I went from an office of one, with one person that I really took my cues from, to an office where I have three-four different people that I ultimately report to, 4 people who report to me and many other who are in and out and around all the time. It's exhausting. Seriously, exhausting.
Today was a tough day. There are many moving pieces that keep this company moving and two major pieces broke down, today, causing a hailstorm of problems. Plus, we were missing a key team player, which left me struggling to fill in her shoes, not knowing what to do and feeling like I was failing with each step. When the clock struck 5pm, the computers were shut down and the building was emptied within 5 minutes. I do not joke. I came home, and collapsed on my bed. A bottle of Angry Orchard Cinnful Apple, a
little Chex Mix, the comfort of mindless TV and a comfy chair and I'm feeling a little more centered and ready to tackle another day.
My hope is that today's problems don't replicate tomorrow, that tomorrow is relatively problem free and that Friday at 5pm comes quickly because I am ready for a weekend break! I'll get through these challenges. I'll figure out my place in this new company and one day I will have a handle on all these new languages. I'm looking forward to that day!
